Do You Really Know Who You Think I Am

Well tat is just some of e pics we took on e D.Slicious outing..I guess if u wan to see more pics just click on fizzy's blog( http://panic89-twilightgurl.blogspot.com/
if u haven notice mine blog and fizzy is practically e same..haha i guess tats coz we share e same frens e same workplace basically everyone..

The 24th was fun excluding e fact tat ad ditch us..how mean of her..we started off our outing wif lunching at a thosai shop at little india and it's really kindda an experience for me..i mean e environment was totally different and e way they serve us e food..it's like " u wan some veggie curry, here u go" and POPPED they threw it at ur plate..well they didn't really threw it, u know wat i mean.. den we go for a good old fashion bowling..IOS crew versus MERSKYAD team, but we lose..count themself lucky better off next time, watch ur back IOS crew..haha

After tat we kindda get all confuse where to go so we decided to walk from marina square all e way town..it was drizzling, me and mummy(idah) had a romantic walkin wif her super mini pink umbrella..haha.. wanted to watch a movie but we just end up having dinner and just chill at lido till 2100hrs. and im mad at shafiiq he too ditch us..he owns me an apology he makes me waited for him..a sorry is not enough so now he owns me an eclair:P

This last paragh is for khairiya..i do sometimes look at e sky and wonder if somebody is feeling wat i am feeling..i think everyone does.. sometimes i do ask myself is there someone out there from a different place thinkin wat i am thinkin at e very same moment.. understanding wat we are thinkin feeling and emphazise us.. but i guess we nvr know isn't it.. life is unfair they say y do they say life is unfair to a kid who is just beginning to explore e world,isn't tat a form of disencouragement.. y do they say life is unfair coz we dun always get wat we wan.. if everyones get wat they wan den isn't e world a selfish place to be living in.. coz if we get wat we wan, do u think u would care bout e people around u.. would e question "are u alright?" ever be spoken..hmmm..opsss sorry i just make e simpliest sentence sounds so complicated..all i wan u to know is tat if u ever need anyone or somebody..dun look too far..just turn ur head..coz we're here..

Im in love with my makeups

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:46 PM

Went karaoke yesterday but we went up dancing to the songs from the mtv..we were shaking our asses and sweating like a pig hahaha but it was fun..and i tried doin tat squating dance and let me tell u dis it isn't tat easy and at e end of the day my thighs were aching wif pain.. If we were having dis much fun yesterday wat much more fun we would have on our outing on e 24th..it's kindda weird how we bond coz if u guys were to see us a month ago we were just e 'hi' frend and barely say much.. and look where we have come..and FIZZY 60 BUCKS FOR AN OUTING IS PRETTY FREAKING EXPENSIVE AND MY BANK IS RUNNING OUT OF MONEY ALREADY!!!

Well dis week has been alittle up and way too much down:( dis week im like a depression walkin zombie..and the fact tat i have no idea wat happen ot leo, it's like he disappear into thin air and i kindda know where he is..well i dun really know but i kindda guess it..he has went back to vietnam..tats sad..wats dis no goodbyes..geez..u know wat im not gonna care anymore..sigh i always says dis but i would still care..u know..oh well...

SHIKIN!!! i miss u..we should meet up pretty soon..i miss my skool days..i wish i could go skool for e rest of my life..hahaha but no tests la..who like test..tests are like teachers tryin to compare students..who is e smartest and the stupidiest..omg im startin to make e blog looks so boring..my writing juice is not here 2day..so im kindda shallow..and anyway i should just stop bloggin before it starts spitting crap...

Im secretly in love wif a werewolf..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:20 PM

After so much of being influenced by my very own cousins and sis, i finally got myself a blog with much hesitation tat is..hahaha..i dun really have much to say for now nor i have anythin to spill out..so i shall take dis blogging as a therapy for my emotion and thoughts..kindda like a therapy session u know..

I shall start off wif sayin im a lost sheep..yup i lost my way and i need to find e road..and parents aren't a very good help at tat, all they do is pressurizing me wif wat i should do, and i know they wan wats good for me..hmmm i dunno..i really just dunno..i can't really say wat i feel coz there are no words to describe it..it's like ur stuck in a LALA land..stuck in between Peter Pan's land and Reality...

As for love..a disaster all i can say..yes yes im fickle minded..wat can i say i just love boys too much..but i dun think boys like me tat much though..hahaha oh well..do u find tat e guy tat u always wanted and hope for would always nvr look ur way and e guy tat u nvr look ur way would always notice u..every single thing..wats makes u happy, smile, e way u tilt ur head when ur curious e way u say his name...great tat person sounds so like me..

Oppsss word vomit..once i get startin wif wat i wan to say i just can't stop...i speak my thoughts too much..haha...

I love the smell of the sea...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:43 PM