Anyway i got a msg from shimin tat her grandfather had just passed away..i always i've known tat her grandpa was sick..and i know tat everyone has to go sometimes...but e thing is i wanted to comfort her..i wan to tell her tat everythin will be fine..it's just e way of life..but i couldn't find the words to comfort her...i was like staring at e screen of my phone thinkin of words to say to her...i hate it when i get tongue tied..i mean i feel it and i wanna say it out but i just can't..it's the most suckiest feeling in the world...
Life is short they say..and i dunno y they say tat..i mean yes lately i find time is moving so fast that i can barely stand up wif it swooshing past me..days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months..and months turn to years..i hate dis feeling of running out of time...when i start feeling tat im running out of time..i tend to panic..and i tend to do desperate stuff without thinkin..and dis make ppl run away from me..i love to take things old..but hello im dying everyday..so how much more do u think i have to enjoy...ok u guys may say den enjoy every seconds of it..yes i would love too but most of the seconds im worryin every single small steps i take..
Anyway i need to start makin some of my wishlist come true before it's running too late..yikes..!!@~#
Im sick:(
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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