Didn't went to work for e past 1 week already..i dun have e mood to work anymore and no motivation like i used to..it's like i dun care about anythin anymore and now my main purpose for comin to work is just to earn money..COME TO WORK,FINISH GO HOME..sometimes i feel alittle underappreciated not at workplace but at home too,wif my frens and all...i wish life was easier and simpler..maybe it is simple i just making it seems difficult.. I want to get out from this place..i want to go somewhere where noone knows me..but hey dun everyone wish tat..i wan to change my road but it's hard..well im tryin to make tat possible..So right now im tryin to love myself..everythin bout me..and being a gal makes it kindda hard coz we tend to have self-esteem problem and all..but nevertheless, im tryin..once i learn to love myself..to e second step..TAKE CONTROL..Anyway granny is goin to port ickson for a holiday for e next 3 days while im stuck at home..wish i wasn't working den i would come wif them..but..BUT..no money means no fun rite..hahah..im broke..and i need a new piece of top...so gonna go a little window shopping wif kin on friday..and hopefully i get to buy somethin i like...Dun u think tat everytime we're broke..there's always stuff tat attracts our attention and e desire to buy it but ur just plain broke...and when u got e money and ur feeling alittle heavy on e pocket, there's nothin tat u like tat u can buy..tsk tsk..Arghh, im havin bad rashes on my feet and it's bad..it's itchy and swollen..and it looks bad..and it's itchin rite now..hahaha..hope it gets better very soon..I love me,do u?
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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