Im feeling very very fine 2day, well tats coz last nite at exactly 1 in the morning.. i just found out tat i have been accepted as an allied teaching..and tats a very good news for me..coz it's a ticket out of sentosa and misery and nagging from my mom to find a good job..i dunno if they're proud tat their girl is doin wat they always wanted me to do..i dunno if its wat i wan to do..but im willing to give it a shot..like i say..dis isn't wat i imagine my life would turn out to be..so yes it's far more than wat i had imagine..but this is reality and not everythin in reality comes true..so i guess i just have to make best out of it..on the bright side..looks like i completed one of my wishlist isn't it..one down and more to go..so i kindda have a rough plan of my life right now if i wanna get the tyres of my car rolling..it's not tat much and i'll juts make use of wat i have now...
I haven tell them of me leavin yet..kindda afraid wat they would think..and i'll miss sentosa..some of the ppl there that i've been close wif and those who are true and loyal to me..im scared,nervous, and mixed of all other feeling..i dun wan to leave but i wan to..e only reason i dun wan to leave is coz of tat someone..but my sister is calling my stupid..and sayin isn't there any other guy other than him...yes there is..but i can't find him..he was suppose to go to spain and he's back here but i dunno where he is now..
I love sunflower..
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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