im havin a heart pain..i can't believe e things i've missed throughout e years or maybe it just meant to be tat way or maybe i just take a different route or decision..but watever it is tat decisions have been made and all..tat Mr Incredible msg and he seems to be a different person that i used to know..he's not e same..i dunno..maybe tats him..maybe he's change..and it breaks my heart like literally to know what he is like..okok..so i maybe be like babbling nonsense or watever..sometimes i wish i just have someone tat i can really talk to really venge out all of dis..i dunno wat to call it..not tat frens aren't listenin or concern..but u just dun tell them e whole truth..
im sad e way my life turn out to be..ppl say ur thinkin too much..am i? i wan to change dis person..i dun wan to be me anymore..i wan to be rude,brave,i wan to do bad things, i wanna swear and shout my lungs out will my tonsil drop out..i wanna do things tat i've nvr done before..for god sake im tired of ppl sayin im a good girl..i dun wan to be a good girl..so how..google up on how to be a bad girl..tats lame..okok..i feel alittle bit better..ok im lying..not even abit better..
Kicking the bins as i walk past
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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